Feeling like I’m not good enough for you, feeling sick to my stomach. I love you so much & to lose you again, well I can’t lose you again. Can’t. I just can’t. I love you jaymen & I wish u would feel the same but here I am alone again in my own thoughts thinking some other girl put u to bed tonight & talked with you for hours& you were having those butterfly feelings again. I miss us jaymen I wish I could have that back again. Wish people would just let me be happy :(. Feeling so empty, just want to break down in tears.

Maybe one day I will be the only girl you see in your eyes.. you know that special way..

Im sooooooo fucking sick of having to do shit for someone just because they are mad at me or because there my parents & if I don’t I will get in trouble. Some times I just want to say no fuck it you fucking do what u want done when you want to do it when YOUR going to do it. I know you work hard for me & I appreciate it but GOD DAMN would It kill you to just let me have a RELAXING day? Fuck. /:

merimamurtic:

Oh how I love her! ;D

ryanocerosss:

<3

callmee-amy:

for Mark~

I hope..

hopingly:

ok tree